All my relationships(if you can call them that)go wrong.
i am always attracted to the type of man who is no good for me,everytime i end up with someone nice i'm bored and lets face it nice boys dont tend to have much depth to them. nice can also become very irratating if you get too much of it. lets be honest everybody loves a bit of excitement and thrill in their lives.

This is how Mr married came to be.....i'd just seen yet another relationship fall apart. it ended badly and was a total shambels that left me feeling like a PRIZE PRAT!
i had my christmas work do( 2007) i really didnt want to be there. my boss very drunk and very funny but still i wanted to be at home on my own. we were in a bar, its only a small bar so very cramped, dark and noisy.i was talking to some drunk man about i dont know what(actually he was telling me how nice i smelt:DD),when i spy my boss across the bar talking to a very sexy man. you would think i was looking at the whole package but no i was just looking at his arms. i've got a bit of a thing for really good forearms and his were in a really nice rugby shirt. i went over and got myself an introduction.
The spark was instant.i dont mean just the physical spark but the mental one too.He was on my wave length and laughed at my jokes!sadly said man is married, i knew within 3 mins of chatting because 1)
i spotted his wedding ring and 2)he'd mentioned his wife and kids.
i had already mentally made him a no go because of these factors but it didnt stop me from chatting to him all evening.
At one point him and his friend were both giving it the come on but the vibes i was getting from his friend were totally different.

The end of the evening arrived all too quickly and it was time to go home, we exchanged numbers and we kissed. i have never had a kiss like it. If that first kiss had been different then it would never have gotten started let alone go on as long as it did.
Sometimes when you kiss someone you have to adapt your kissing technique because one or the other of you doesnt quiet fit,this was the kind of kiss where you felt like you'd known each other forever and you'd never kissed anyone else. natural.:oops: i know im gushing a little but its how it felt.the memory is still so strong even tho it was over a year ago.
we werent our seperate ways,there was no wanton sex as easy as it could have happened,between then and new year we exchanged texts about meeting up.........

i'll leave you to ponder this one for a while,might just tell you the rest of the story sometime!