well i have had some interesting news....some people i know have got engaged. i think this is just spiffing but i'm slightly mystified as to why??

there is again a bit of a story behind this one. this girl, sally was going out with a guy called martin. martin used to give me looks and alot of filthy chat when he thought sally wasnt looking. i would like to stress i wasnt amazingly good mates with sally, she was more a friend of a friend. Anyway they were together for bout a month and he dumped her. i left a respectable amount of time before making my move...quietly i might add.
we saw each other and no one knew. no sex( i was still virginal) just time together lil bit of kissing not much else. i tried for more but he'd never take it further. i mean come on he never even tried to get my bra off!!! something wrong here if u ask me.
but alas,all good things come to an end when u shit on your own doorstep.
some 'friend' saw us kissing in a club and ran straight to sally. needless to say she wasnt impressed, in my mind there was fuck all she could do about it as they werent together anymore.

well anyway, nothing came of me and martin, he was being a bit of a drip with the old my ex really hurt me line and at the time i was pissed off and hurt. years of hind sight leave me to believe i had a very luck escape.
about a year after sally and martin split they got back together and have been togther ever since, recently he proposed. congratulations.
sally doesnt really talk to me anymore(suprise suprise!) when she does she loves to make comments like 'martin and i are really really good im so in love...' and other beautys like 'are u suprised ash is single again?you know how she goes through men'

you may think all this talk is sour grapes on my part. its not. its not that i even want what shes got with martin, its that she fugly,has the personality of a dead fish. yet she still manages to bag a man.
where as i am better than her(big headed i know) and am forever fucking it up.

Do u think its karma for chasing other peoples men?