suprises really piss me off.
i like control and i like to know as much of what is happening in advance as possible.....the trouble with suprises is ive got one of those faces that show exactly how i feel.... if i hate a suprise it shows.
so imagine my face when i came home to my flat,to hear voices in the lounge..... the voices belong to sally and martin!!! ( look back if u cant remember who they are!)

well it was lovely and awkward to start with.... i almost forgot to say congratulations to their recent engagement.but i'd like to say when i did it was very convicing,like i really meant it. im too good.

i made them tea chatted and laughed, asked after their well being. on the down side my face was red. it tends to go this way when dealing with un expected stress.
watching them together tho,i can see they make a really nice couple and martin looks diff to how i remember him and not in a good way. hes put on a little weight and he was a big guy before. it guess its coz hes happy.

anyway im so grown up i wish them well and hope they are happy togther la di da da..............

i feel better now

xx