here i am at home on my own. staying in.
i have taken every avalible step to keep it this way.

1)im in my pj's
2) no make up
3) hair in a towel
4) a really smelly dinner of chilli and garlic bread
5) i text him and said no

with all of the above going against me there is no way im leaving the house.

its horrible i do really wanna see him but i know that each time i go back it will become harder and harder to let him go.
what i would give to be safe in his arms and having his hands on me and his lips on mine..........anywho i digress. he does have lovely arms tho......