fucking bored
fucking miserable and fucking fucked off!
Posts archive for: May, 2008
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here i go again
@ 2008-05-10 – 18:27:41
i know i whine about my brother quiet alot but here is a really good example of why!
he has come back to the uk for a visit, bringing his partner and child. i hate babies but shes really cute!!! proud auntie.
anyway, so i booked the weekend of work so we could do something together. he hasnt been in all day, they went off to visit some friends which is fair enough but he never even called to tell me this, heard it from my mum.
pisses me right off.
dont know why i bother. -
whole lot of trouble....
@ 2008-05-09 – 21:00:56
aside from the excitment im tinged with sadness and longing.
mr married and i have been texting. this time of yeah reminds me of him, evenings in pubs, laughing a whole lot of very very goo kissing. just little sights and sounds transport me back to that deliriously happy moment in time, or tiny things make me think of him.
im still holding strong, i havent seen him, there have been many requests and i miss him so.
he always knows just what to say to make my cold and bitter heart melt. genuine thaw not just an imagined one. im good at convinsing myself of things.
ive tried for ages to convince myself that i dont feel what i think i feel but its just not working. does that mean its real and not imagined.?? -
arrrggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhh
@ 2008-05-09 – 20:56:06
EXCITEMENT!!!
Im going to see the hoosiers in concert!!! im sooooooooooo excited i cant wait!! yay yay yaya
been trying to get tickets for ages and now i have them!!!!!!!!!
you have to go in fancy dress too.......what u wanted to be when you were a grown up!
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